Well, tomorrow is the Bobby Long concert. I feel a little less nervous about it than I thought I would. I'm still nervous. I know that might seem stupid to some people...but thinking about what happened last time I was at his concert makes me nervous to go. I don't think that someone else in my family is going to die just because I go to see Bobby tomorrow night...but the PTSD that comes with something like this..it's not good.
Nobody knows how I reacted to the news of Nick's death except Amy and Nyya...and lately it's been playing in my mind. I know it has to do with the nerves I feel towards tomorrow night..but I need to remember that Nick didn't die because I was in Nashville seeing Bobby Long. If I would have been at home Nick still would have died in that car accident. I know that. If he were still around he would be trying to get me to get Bobby to sign some stuff for him to sell on eBay. He always thought he could make a ton of money off autographed stuff he'd sell on there if I'd let him. Oh little brothers.
I get a meet and greet with Bobby tomorrow night and I'm pretty sure I'm going to cry. Which is ridiculous but, I've become a crier about everything. I'm hoping I can keep it together until after I'm done with this meet and greet. I mean he's heard me cry over the phone..I don't need to cry around him in person right? And he's seen me make a fool out of myself while in Walmart lip syncing to his music........Oh well...I guess I'll get to go and be awkward for however long I get to talk to him.........Ha.
I'm really excited to see a lot of the people I haven't seen since April tomorrow. It will be fun. I just need to breathe and count to ten when I feel like freaking out. I hear that is actually supposed to work. I guess I'll find out tomorrow. I promise to report back on Monday about everything that happens!
Before I end this short little blog....I just want to say thank you again to everyone that has been so amazing in the last few months. I never thought I'd get the out pour of love and support that I have gotten from people all over the globe! It's kind of surreal and heart warming. When I looked up Bobby Long a couple years ago I never thought I'd be talking to people from Brazil and Germany about his music or the stupid things guys do. It's kinda crazy. I mean thanks to getting into Bobby's music and wanting to help promote him and his music and get people to notice him around here I've decided I want to do that professionally and I have friends all over the country..and it's just all so crazy.
So, anyways, thank you guys...seriously. Your kind words get me through some of the hardest days. You guys are the absolute best! :)
Love you all like mad! Until next time.
XO
Kymber.
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