This Day Probably Tore Me Apart and I Didn't Even Know It.....

I have been so super busy with classes and working and family stuff. It's all so much. This week has been awful. I feel like I've been running around like a chicken with it's head cut off. Thankfully, today I don't have to be to work until 5 and I have been able to relax and enjoy sometime home alone and watched a lovely movie.
It's called Love, Wedding, Marriage. It has Mandy Moore and Kellan Lutz (sigh.) in it. It was super cute...and it doesn't hurt that Kellan Lutz was shirtless a few times....that man is one of a kind. If you don't know who he is there is seriously something wrong with you. I genuinely believe he is a decent human being.

Anways, you should see this movie. I loved it! :) It's very chick flicky...so...ya know. Movies are always a good way to escape the real world for a while. It's nice. I wish my life could be like a movie. Gosh, I wish my life could be like a John Hughes movie. That'd be totally legit.

Anyways, this is just my little update for you all. I'm trying to balance everything out at the moment..and it's harder than I want it to be. But that means it will be worth it in the end right? I've go to raise my GPA up a little bit before I can even seriously think about doing a study abroad session and living in England for a semester or two...So I have to stay focused on school. I'm trying to block out all the drama right now. I'm trying not to care. That's gonna be hard...so, we'll see what happens. I have even gone as far as changing people's names in my phone...well...one, to don't text them. make them work.....so serious about that. Oh! Before I forget Nyya and Kymber After Dark in the Afternoon is going to be coming back starting Monday! :) We are going to try and make it legit this "season." We already have a few specials planned...our own Breaking Dawn trailer where I will be playing the part of Edward Cullen, Clarence will be Bella Swan, and Nyya is going to be everybody else. We also have a singing in the car special idea...and making a music video for our own version of 'Friday' called 'Wednesday.' I will post a link to our videos with each new one on here. Thanks for reading!!

Love you all madly! :) If you have any ideas for Nyya And Kymber After Dark in the Afternoon leave a comment and let me know! We are open to ideas to make our show the best it can be!

XO
Kymber.

PS: tomorrow is One Tree Hill day! (8 years since I watched the first episode!!) 8 years of One Tree Hill!! Whooooo!!!! :D

Alone...

I feel so alone. With Kaycie so far away and needing a shoulder to cry on tonight is harder with her all the way in Utah. I'm not sure what to think anymore....or who to trust. I feel sick. Why do all my best friends live so far away? At least the ones that would understand and be what I need them to be. I'm going to lose myself in a story and then head to bed. Night all.

XO
Kymber.