Today has not started out the best. I found out my debit card information got stolen....again. Two times in under a year. What the mess?? I'm not sure why this keeps happening to me, but I am seriously getting annoyed. Maybe I need to just stop buying anything. And just have a savings account!
Lately everything has been going wrong. It's like I cannot get a break. Classes have been crazy, family life has been crazy since we found out about Addison's cancer, friend's lives have been crazy. Why does all the crazy stuff happen at once? Life is going fine and then BAM! One thing right after the other! I want to complain about everything it seems like now a days. Which I know is not the best thing to do, but...it's so easy. It's so easy to throw a pity party for yourself and what you have going on.
But, as I have realized today in a brief conversation with a guy I went to high school with, the bad things suck sure. But, there is so much more to be thankful for. I'm alive. I have a working car. I get to spend lots of time with my friends and family. I have so many people that love me. Why complain about the bad things? I need to learn to be more like him and focus on the good. But, that's easier said then done.
It's not fair what's happening to Addison. I wish with every fiber of my being that she didn't have to go through all this and live the rest of her life with one kidney. I wish that she didn't have to lose her hair. I wish that this was all a bad dream. But, on the other hand we are extremely blessed. After her chemo, as long as the cancer doesn't come back in the next two years, she should go on and live a long and happy life. So many kids won't get that chance. And it breaks my heart to know that people out there has lost their child or niece or nephew to such a terrible thing. Cancer is awful at any age....but to see a child go through it....no words can begin to describe how terrible it is. I would never wish this on anyone. I hope that none of you have to go through this. But, I do hope that some of you have looked into Alex's Lemonade Stand. They are an amazing organization that I hope to be more involved with one day.
I love you all. I hope you all have a fantastic day! Mine can only go up from here!!
Until next time my lovlies.
XO
Kymber.
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