A Letter to my Little Brother Part 2.

Dear Nick,

It's been over a year since the last time I talked to you...the last time I saw you. I think about you every. single. day.

It's hard to think that our new niece will never get to know her uncle. But I know we will tell her all about you. Especially Kyleigh. It was so cute, when Morgan was here on break, Alyssa took one of Addison's dance pictures and showed it to Stacy and then to Jeff and then she ran over to the giant picture of you and held it up to your face so you could see it too. It was so adorable...and a little heart breaking. Those little girls love you so much. It's hard to think about all the things you won't be here for. All the activities the girls will do that you won't be there physically to cheer them on. 

I miss you little brother. Some days I don't know how I make it through the day knowing you are gone. You aren't here to enjoy my new car...the one that you and I repeatedly told mom I needed to get and she didn't give in until August of last year. You aren't here to make crazy comments or laugh at the stupid things I do. You aren't here for me to take you to concerts that I know you'd want go to..like oh The Lonely Island in Nashville! But, I won't be going to that. 

I love you Nick...so much. And I miss you and all the annoying things you used to do. 

Love always and forever, 
(Your favorite sister)

Kymber xx