So, I'm sitting here at the library on campus, waiting for the ever so lovely Nyya to get out of class so we can go back to her dorm. I should be working on my movie class final. But, to heck with that. My brain feels like it's about to explode. I'm exhausted. I want to cry, scream, kick, etc. Ya know throw a 2 year-old temp tantrum. And have a pity party. But, I always feel like that during finals, so I guess this time should be no different.
I'm excited to say that tonight I'm burning pieces of paper with some friends as a symbolic way of letting it go. Clarence is a genius. I can't believe we haven't thought of/ done this before. I need it. There are so many things in my life that I want to just forget and let go and move on with my life. Insecurities, people, bad habits, you name it, I'm gonna burn it. I encourage you guys to do the same!! I know, it seems kind of weird but it's nice to know that I can burn it. Hehehehehe! So, here's what you need to do for your burning ceremony. You get a group of friends, or you can do it by yourself. Doesn't really matter. But, you get a glass jar or something, anything really to burn the pieces of paper in. Just, don't burn down your house. ;) Then...the hard part. You write down what you want to let go. Some of mine include, not good enough, ugly, fat, 'I love you...just like a sister', Accounting 200...you get the point. Just write it down on a piece of paper, throw it into whatever you picked to burn stuff, and you light those bad boys on fire...and LET GO! Be the person you are supposed to be. Who you want to be. The person that you KNOW you are. Which is amazing. Don't let what other people think of you get you down. It doesn't matter. Because at the end of the day, the people who matter...who really love you, love you for who you are. Sure, we all have our issues we have to work out for ourselves, some bigger than others, but, we aren't alone. We all have a story, one that has lead us to where we are now. We can't forget the past. The past is what has helped us become who we are. There are ugly things in the past. Things we wish we could forget. But, they were learning experiences. You don't have to always remember them. Just know..one day someone will come along with a story, worse than yours, and need your help. Need the help that only you can give because of the experience that you have had. We might not understand why things happen. I'm constantly praying and asking why these things are going on in my life. Why I had to go through what I've been through. And, I think I might have been able to help someone who needed it. I'm not saying who. But, if your reading this and think it's you...well, I hope I have done some good.
But, thanks to Clarence I am sharing this idea here. I hope you all will do this. I haven't done it yet, but I've been thinking about it ALL day. Let's move on with our lives people! Love who you are!
Remember, Love is Louder than anything anyone else says about us.
I love you like mad.
Until next time beautiful people!
XO
Kymber.
PS I promise a blog update is to come about Tyler Hilton...HE HUGGED ME!!! AAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!
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