Set Fire To The Rain...Or Well...Paper

So, I'm sitting here at the library on campus, waiting for the ever so lovely Nyya to get out of class so we can go back to her dorm. I should be working on my movie class final. But, to heck with that. My brain feels like it's about to explode. I'm exhausted. I want to cry, scream, kick, etc. Ya know throw a 2 year-old temp tantrum. And have a pity party. But, I always feel like that during finals, so I guess this time should be no different.

I'm excited to say that tonight I'm burning pieces of paper with some friends as a symbolic way of letting it go. Clarence is a genius. I can't believe we haven't thought of/ done this before. I need it. There are so many things in my life that I want to just forget and let go and move on with my life. Insecurities, people, bad habits, you name it, I'm gonna burn it. I encourage you guys to do the same!! I know, it seems kind of weird but it's nice to know that I can burn it. Hehehehehe! So, here's what you need to do for your burning ceremony. You get a group of friends, or you can do it by yourself. Doesn't really matter. But, you get a glass jar or something, anything really to burn the pieces of paper in. Just, don't burn down your house. ;) Then...the hard part. You write down what you want to let go. Some of mine include, not good enough, ugly, fat, 'I love you...just like a sister', Accounting 200...you get the point. Just write it down on a piece of paper, throw it into whatever you picked to burn stuff, and you light those bad boys on fire...and LET GO! Be the person you are supposed to be. Who you want to be. The person that you KNOW you are. Which is amazing. Don't let what other people think of you get you down. It doesn't matter. Because at the end of the day, the people who matter...who really love you, love you for who you are. Sure, we all have our issues we have to work out for ourselves, some bigger than others, but, we aren't alone. We all have a story, one that has lead us to where we are now. We can't forget the past. The past is what has helped us become who we are. There are ugly things in the past. Things we wish we could forget. But, they were learning experiences. You don't have to always remember them. Just know..one day someone will come along with a story, worse than yours, and need your help. Need the help that only you can give because of the experience that you have had. We might not understand why things happen. I'm constantly praying and asking why these things are going on in my life. Why I had to go through what I've been through. And, I think I might have been able to help someone who needed it. I'm not saying who. But, if your reading this and think it's you...well, I hope I have done some good.

But, thanks to Clarence I am sharing this idea here. I hope you all will do this. I haven't done it yet, but I've been thinking about it ALL day. Let's move on with our lives people! Love who you are!

Remember, Love is Louder than anything anyone else says about us.

I love you like mad.
Until next time beautiful people!

XO
Kymber.

PS I promise a blog update is to come about Tyler Hilton...HE HUGGED ME!!! AAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

I've Had the Time of My Life...

One Tree Hill ended last night. Broke my heart. I cried, not as much as I thought I would. But, still had some tears. I watched it with my older sister and Addison. Although, Addison was really just watching Jimmy Neutron on my sister's kindle fire. But, it was a good way to end the series. A night at Tric, a jump to the future to see Jamie beat Nathan's scoring title. The show maybe over, but the characters are still in my heart. And always will be. There is so much that One Tree Hill taught me. And like I've said before, I started watching the show when I was a 7th grader in Oklahoma. Now, I'm a Junior in college in Alabama. I have grown up with that show. Almost as long as Harry Potter. Weird to think about it like that....hmmm...

Anyways, thank you again to the cast and crew of One Tree Hill. It has touched my life in so many ways.

Last night I was texting Rileigh during the show. We decided that we're going to FINALLY take our trip to Wilmington, the town where One Tree Hill was filmed. It doesn't matter that the show is over. Yeah, it sucks we won't be able to meet them and what not. But, that's not the point anymore. It's to go and see the place we have loved for 9 years. The place we have a connection to. It's become so much more than just a show.


But, life goes on. Everything has to come to an end eventually. But, One Tree Hill will always have a special place in my heart. There's no forgetting anything.

On a different note, I get to register for classes today. Summer and Fall. I don't wanna. But, in order for me to graduate in December 2013, gotta do it. :(

Addison only has two more chemo treatments left! Yay!! Sooooo exciting! :) I can't wait for this to be over! Her hair is just falling out so much. Adam is probably gonna shave it off soon. It's heart breaking. But, it's just hair. It'll grow back. And it could be so much worse than it is.

Just an update on my  life right now and another little thing about One Tree Hill. Thanks for reading guys! :)

Love you like mad.

XO
Kymber.

We're Just Ordinary People

All my life I have been waiting for something extraordinary to happen in my life. Something so fantastically awesome that would set me apart from everyone else. Something that would make me known by so many people. Have people look up to me and envy this amazing life.

But, here I am, living at home with my mother and two younger siblings, in a small town in Alabama, and going to college in Birmingham. I work part time at a party store. I don't drive a nice sports car. I'm single. I have an extremely boring life. But, maybe that's what I'm destined for.

Maybe I'm just meant to be ordinary. I don't have anything super special about me. I'm just me. I don't go out and do much. My Saturday night was spent watching The Cheetah Girls 1 and 2. I mean...really?

But, that's okay. Some days I like being boring. I have a lot of stuff that goes on in my life that isn't awesome, but it is sad. I just wish something would go right for me. Something amazing. But, until then I will go to school in Birmingham, work part time at the party store and be thankful for what I have. Maybe one day something extraordinary will happen, maybe not. And that's okay too. Only time will tell.

Oh!!!! Before I leave you lovely people for now...Tyler Hilton's new album dropped today on iTunes, Forget the Storm. And it is FABULOUS!!! Seriously. I have listened to it allllll day. Tyler deffinately didn't disappoint with this great album. And, for those of you in the Birmingham area, Tyler and my "Facebook BFF" (I refer to him as that, I don't think he knows this though. hehehe) Dion Roy, will be playing on April 19th at Moonlight on the Mountain in Hoover! Be there or be super lameeee!! :)

Until next time.

XO
Kymber.

PS! Tomorrow night is the SERIES FINALE of One Tree Hill, my favorite show since I was 11. I am not emotionally ready for this show to be over...but, life goes on. #GoodnightTreeHill Watch it!! ;)